Yucky Day

Tuesday was a one star day
The day started out with panic attacks and overwhelming feelings; it was just bad all around. By the time it was 10:00, I was to the point where I needed my husband to come home. The baby is still sick, and slept in late, but it was just too much to handle in that short time I was with him.

Baby seemed tired just two hours after he work up, and I was urged by Husband to just put him in bed and let him cry a bit. He thought Monster would go to sleep quickly, and he was right. Since he was sleeping, I went to take a nap too, leaving Daughter to watch tv by herself. I set out a snack, as usual, and reviewed the rules before heading up. I slept two hours and Monster, almost four! I would have slept more, but Daughter decided that she needed even more food, and it had to be something cooked.

Since Monster was still sleeping, I had some quieter time, but it didn’t help my mood much. I really can’t say much more than it was a difficult time. I was depressed, anxious, antsy, and all those uncomfortable feelings I get in hard times.