What's Up
It's been a month since my last post, and I truly want to do more but I am lazy or gone to the gym (which makes my schedule back to back things until Husband gets home, and then I am sometimes back to the gym). I have a few updates which I will try to cover, the biggest two are my returning to school in less than two months and my scary almost accident/almost died incident.
I have lost 15 pounds since the end of February, and I am feeling good about it. I am feeling better but not when Husband walks over and says he has lost 35 pounds in the same amount of time. Grrrr. I am at the gym every day, and sometimes twice. Since my almost accident and being sick, I have not done much, but also haven't put the weight back on.
I put Monster into daycare, I drop him off by 10 and pick him up at 5 every day. This is giving me time to get things down in preparation for school, go to doctor and therapist appointments on my own and get to the gym when I want, for as long as I want. When I bring Monster, I am limited to two hours. This just isn't enough time for me to do cardio and a full weights circuit, and then soak in the hot tub and shower. Taking care of him was getting very difficult and giving my panic attacks every day and causing Husband to come home early at least once a week.
I am heading back to Dakota County Technical College (where I had to drop out while pregnant with Monster). I am going to get my A.A.S. in "Multimedia/Web Page Design", and very excited about it. I think I have all my important paperwork done, and I am just waiting for the confirmation for the the classes I registered for.
My near accident scared me a lot. I was in shock (I think) for a while, but when it hit me, it was hard. I ran a stop sign, crossing a county highway. A semi almost broadsided me, and most definitely would have killed me and Monster. For about four days I couldn't leave the house without feelings of panic. When I did venture out to the gym, I had a panic attack there and couldn't exercise. I just waited around for Husband to finish his workout, pacing and watching the clock.
Two and a half weeks later I am still scared driving in certain areas and similar intersections. Along with this, I got strong urges to crash my car or drive off the road in an effort to seriously hurt of kill myself. These feelings aren't new, but they are as intense and more as when I was in my first two years of bipolar life (I was in a very, very bad state).
After this started to clear, I got sick. I am still sick, but not too much where I can't workout (as of today, Sunday). I am taking the kids to my mom's to dye Easter eggs with my sister and niece and have lunch. Hopefully I will have time to work out this evening, but I doubt it. I will get back to my workout regime starting Monday for sure!
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