I'm Back, maybe...
Things have been going pretty well lately. I know I haven't been doing my daily blogging, but I just got to a point where it felt more like a chore than it was helping. This blog helps me reflect and notice when I have been having a lot of bad (or good) days in a row. I look at what I did and see if that would have an impact.
I have been going to the YMCA as much as possible lately; exercise helps with my mood. I go to pilates classes mostly, but also do some with yoga and then strength and cardio. I walk a lot, do some weight lifting and then biking as well. I would like to swim, but there are always other people in the lanes and I don't feel comfortable sharing due to my slowness.
The girl has been very moody, whiny and defiant lately. I don't know if it is just the age or if something deeper is going on. Almost every day she is sent to her room (the highest level of punishment) with her crying and carrying on so loudly we can hear her from downstairs, and over the tv. She also yells at me and refuses to do even simple things.
The boy turned 2 years old this week, and is in general a very well-behaved child. It's hard for me to say “child” he is still my lil baby, and that is how I refer to him quite often. He has his moments and throws tantrums, but not very often, mostly he sits and plays with his trucks and trains. He is always trying to reach things, and if he does, he will bring it right to me if I ask.
I am trying to lower my dose of Seroquel, my mood stabilizer. I am having some ongoing side effects to show that the high dose that I am at is too much, effecting other parts of my system. I think this started when I switched my anti-anxiety pill to Perphenezine (they will work together to raise this particular hormone level). I have been feeling more depressed lately, but that may be contributed to by missing my second dose of one of my anti-depressant each day. I am supposed to take it in the afternoon/early evening to help out that harder part of my day.
I am starting to tire of volunteering every weekend at the humane society. Some days I just have to force myself to go, and/or sit there wishing it were time to go just as soon as I start my shift. I used to enjoy it, and to be out of the house, every weekend, away from the crazy kids is always good. Perhaps I should drop down to every other weekend, I think I am just burned out. I have been doing my current schedule for about 1 ½ years.
I have been thinking about starting a video blog, or at least add it to this blog as an extracurricular activity. I don't know what it will be about in general, but have had some silly ideas.
Readers, do you have any ideas?
I would like to chill for a while before searching for work.
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